So both New Perspective and Change came out basically within hours of each other.
Problem?
I'm liking Change a little better.
NOOOOOO!!!!!
I'm supposed to like New Perspective better.
I'm with Panic!, not Young Veins.
ARGHHHHH!!!
It makes me feel like a traitor.
Like I've been lied to or something.
But I do like New Perspective, but not as much as Change.
BUT I've only listened to Change once vrs. New Perspective like 3 times.
I love Brendon's voice, but I love Ryan's lyrics.
WHY DID YOU HAVE TO SPLIT IN THE FIRST PLACE?!?!??!?!?!?!
Like I said in some post,
they're like peanut butter and jelly.
Not as good when they're by themselves.
Panic's old stuff>>>>>>>New Perspective and Change.
I just want my boys back.
All together.
WHY?
WHY?
WHY?
But I know what's gonna happen.
I'm gonna like Panic!'s stuff better than Young Veins and listen to it more for one reason:
I love Brendon and his voice way more than Ryan and his voice.
(Lolz to me never mentioning Jon or Spencer)
Annnd even though I like Change, it's not my style.
But then again neither is New Perspective.
My style is AFYCSO Panic! at the Disco.
That's my style.
That's what I want.
That's what I truly want.
I don't think it hit me a month ago
that these boys are really making music without each other.
This shit is for real now.
They both released their new singles.
I can't decide.
Ryan's lyrics, Brendon's voice.
ALSO New Perspective seems forced and rushed
as Change does not.
Maybe this is why I like it more?
I DUNNO >.<
This is my delma.
Oh boys, why did this have to happen?
Why couldn't we all just have a group hug and make music together?

So to sum this up:
I'm liking Change better than New Perspective
New Perspective's lyrics seemed forced, Change does not
I like Brendon's voice better than Ryan's.
I like Ryan's lyrics better than Brendon's.
I want Panic at the Disco to have all four of its members.
The break up is real to me now.

And for all of you who don't know all the shit going down
in the Panic! at the Disco world,
I apologize for this entry.
I usually try to keep my journals to a minimum on mental breakdowns,
but it's not happening this time.
Sorry.

Someone call the doctor,
Jennifer Lovett

*EDIT*
Saw a picture of Brendon after I read this.
In the end, after all the shit,
I'm still gonna love this boy.
I'm with him.
He's an angel of music.
Panic! at the Disco forever!!!
(No matter what)

*EDIT #2*
Actually Oh Glory is better than
New Perspective and Change.
So that made my absolute final decision
that Panic! at the Disco is for me.
But that doesn't mean I don't like the Young Veins.
I do.
"I just can't stop loving you"

*EDIT #3*
Last edit. (I think)
Forget the teams,
forget the hate,
forget who I'm supposed to like more.
I like Panic! at the Disco and The Young Veins, okay?
They're all still friends and they all still hope the best for each other.
The split up was really what is was for: musical differences.
You can tell.
I just want music!
Love all around!
(So hippie-ish of me xD)

So let's discuss some of the amazingness that has happened in the past few days:
1) Alice in Wonderland trailer released
2) Panic! at the Disco's new song "New Perspective" was leaked
3) Watched some old Star Trek episodes (secretly I'm slowly becoming a Trekkie)

Let's also discuss amazingness that is happening around me, put I can't partake in
1) Comic Con (Johnny Depp was there! Tim Burton too! And the Hillywood cast!)
2) Panic!'s new video shoot tomorrow in LA--must be 18 to be part of it
3) Did I mention Comic Con? Oh yeah I did. Well, it deserves to be mentioned twice.

So with the Star Trek thing, that kinda got ruined.
Basically my sister was saying she liked it too,
when I just found an interest of my own
(it seems we always share the same interests)
I already showed her Zachary Quinto, The Cab, Heroes, even Drake Bell.
She takes them all over in a way that she seems like she likes them more
when really I found it first and enjoyed it first. >.<
I just wanted to have Star Trek to myself, but no.
Can't have that either.
*sighs*
I guess that's ok though.
At least I won't be slowly turning into a Trekkie geek xD

So I guess that's it really.
Except, I gots a new meme to fill out.
Let's see if I can get this lj-cut thing to work.
Hopefully I don't fail.
Oh! Like I did with the banner!
I still can't do a banner at the top of my page.
EPIC FAIL!

Anyways
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( Icon Meme! )

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From one of your biggest fail whales,
Jennifer Lovett

So I need help with a few things on LJ.
First off, I want my own custom banner at the top of my page.
But I don't wanna change the layout, so help?

Second off, I have always wondered how to get text behind a link.
I think it's called "putting it under a cut". Yeah, I don't know how to do that.

In other news, I went to go see Public Enemies.
I loved it, but hated it at the same time.
Because of what happened.
I don't want to spoil the movie, but supposedly everyone knows
what happens to John Dillinger.
That is, everyone but me.
Everyone was like "Duh, you didn't know that happened?"
And I was like "No :("
I won't spoil it for people though.
I feel like writing a review, but I would get too mad.

However, I still recommend seeing Public Enemies.
Just prepare yourself for disappointment, that's all.
Not in the movie itself, but with the ending.

Oh and may I say Johnny Depp?
Yeah, that's all I have to say =)

And, let's see, what else?
My friend is going to Comic Con.
And guess who is all gonna be there?
Zachary Quinto, Tim Burton, and oh did I mention BRENDON BOYD URIE?
Yes, for the first time in a long time, I'm actually jealous of someone.
Congrats, Leanne xD

Annnnd that's it. Except that the summer here is sooooo hot.
I can't wait for winter.
Well, actually fall.
Since that is when my birthday is xD

Lots of love and such,
Jennifer Lovett

Never done one before.

So, here we go.

Leave me a comment letting me know if you want to participate. And I will give you a letter. Then, write 10 things that you love starting with that letter. Post the list in your journal. Give out letters to your commenters in return.

sandsdream gave me the letter M.

1. Music
2. Movies
3. Myspace
4. Mad As Rabbits (Panic at the Disco song)
5. Mandah (my sister)
6. Magic Kingdom (Disneyland)
7. Majestic (Jim Carrey Movie)
8. M&Ms
9. My Bloody Valentine (Good Charlotte song)
10. My Name is Sylar Remix xD

I told myself I was gonna post more.
But see, I have been very depressive (well up to now anyways).

First off my favorite band in the history of forever split up.
Panic at the Disco.
It happened July 6.
I was devasted.
I know might seem dumb to a few of you,
but they meant a lot to mean.
If you know the band, Ryan and Jon left Panic at the Disco
and Brendon and Spencer stayed and kept the name.
(And added back the ! I might add)
And up until awhile ago, I was just so sad.
But Panic! at the Disco (Brendon and Spencer) released a new demo.
It's called "Oh Glory" which is quoted in my headline.
This made me REALLY excited for their new stuff.
So I guess everything will be okay..

Then the next day after that was Michael Jackson's funeral.
I can't even talk about it without crying again.
I was crying during like the whole thing.
I don't even think I can get myself to make a dedication entry for him anymore.
I just don't want to be sad anymore.
I think he would want people to move on.
He was a poor, innocent soul.
I hope he found his way to Neverland
(or Heaven. but Neverland would be better. Lolz.)

SO those things depressed me for the longest time.
It really got to me and I couldn't even talk about it.
Not to mention my happy pill problem that I talked about before.
But now I'm doing better, so that's good.

Yesterday I saw Star Trek again.
It was amazing yet again.
I love Zachary ^_^
And it was really fun because my whole family went.
And get this,
WE DIDN'T FIGHT.
That's why it was special.
It was an actual family outing.
But today everything is back to normal >.<
Oh well, nothing lasts.

Let's see what else?
Nothing really.
Life is a little too boring.
Oh okay. I did win Mega Monopoly.
That was fun.
Lolz.

Oh and duh!
I hung out with my friend Mariah
(but I'll probably refer to her as Lorelai. She likes to be called that)
We went to the mall and took pictures in a photo booth.
It was kinda fun, but something was missing....

Even when I kinda have fun nowadays, I don't have TONS of fun.
Something is missing. Something is wrong. Life is empty.
Maybe magic is missing.
I need a touch of pixie dust or something.
*has watched Hook again*


Until next time,
Jennifer Lovett

The last time he would be filmed.
Two days before his passing.
He was still the best dancer
and he looked perfectly healthy.
He would have made a big comeback.

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It saddens me.
Maybe if he would have come back,
he would have gained more respect from society.
And people that didn't get to witness his accomplishments​ (or not many of them),
such as myself,
would have been able to.

His music would have rocked the world again.
And new fans would arise.
And maybe people would have stopped listening to all the rappers.
Well maybe that's just me imagining and hoping now.
But it would have changed the music industry once again.

Poor Michael. RIP. I hope you are in your Neverland now,
Jennifer Lovett

P.S. IF YOU DON'T LIKE MICHAEL JACKSON, I DON'T WANT TO HEAR IT. HAVE SOME RESPECT.

Too cliche? Sorry xP

Woah okay. So I haven't really updated since February. FEBRUARY! That's like impossible. I dunno what happened. Anyways, I'm back now. So everyone can stop worrying. *looks around* You were worried, right? Right?

So I was looking through my old blogs and I thought I should answer some up-there questions that I left and then tell what was happening with my life through these four months.

So here we go:
1)My dad doesn't have diabetes! He went on some program called Livestrong and lost the weight that he needed to and has a regular blood sugar level now. I'm so proud of him and he is so inspiring. I'm also glad he doesn't have to deal with that diabetes. Go Dad! ^_^
2) I didn't see Cameron at the play. But I later saw him at the Drama Awards Night. One of the most awkward moments of my life. He sounded so different too. He wasn't my lil' Cameron anymore :(
3) Kat and Dallin are friends again.
4) That weird voicemail that Dallin left me (so long ago now) was that his mom was robbed. She left her purse in the car and the robber took her cell phone, wallet, you name it. Not to mention, the person called the house phone too. Scary. o_0

Okay. So that basically covers unanswered questions. Now onto the rest of my life. This will probably be shorter:

1) At the play I attented with Dallin, he basically asked if I liked him more than a friend. And in case it wasn't obvious to you guys I said "yeah". So we started dating for awhile. He was cute and it was fun. I even took him to Disneyland for his birthday and payed for him. We had an awkwardness to us though. We decided we were better off friends. It's true. However, now I lost money to the Disneyland trip (not the first time that happened), I recieved stuffed animals, and jewerly. Now what am I supposed to do with those? I love them too much to give away. But then again, if I use the stuff, he would think I wasn't over him. Ah! *mass hysteria* We didn't last long and we didn't see each other that much during the time we were dating. It lasted until like end of Febuaray until early May I think. I don't even remember xD
2) During this whole time of Dallin and such, I found a new friend. I don't exactly remember when she called, but my other friend Rachel has a sister, Mariah. Mariah called me up one day out of randomness and said she missed me at school and where was I. Apparently Rachel didn't tell her I went on RISE. So I told her about that and such. Me and Mariah weren't great friends and that's why I was surprised she called me. We talked a little, but not that much. Well, anyways, I added her on myspace and we started talking. And then on March 17th (yeah I remember the exact date because that was Dallin's b-day, but he was in Hawaii) I went to go to her house for a sleepover. It was the first time I ever hung out with her outside of school, so it was weird, awkward even. But then our friendship just started developing. Actually I believe it was that night that we told each other so much stuff about each other that we wouldn't tell others. It was weird how quickly our friendship developed. But it has been great to have a friend like her and we have had such amazing times together since then. =)
3) I have had multiple talks with my ex-friend Jessica. One day she just messaged me on Yahoo mail and we started talking (me reluctantly). But we confessed how we still cared about each other. And then we got in a disagreement again. And then we were talking normal again. And then Dallin told me I shouldn't be talking to her, so I stopped. And THEN I went over to Mariah's house one day and put flour in her shoes (Jessica is friend of Rachel's which is sister of Mariah). It was immature and stupid, so I apologized. (Even though it was kinda Mariah's idea, I still participated in it) We talked for a little while there again. Then I stopped again. Then Dalllin and I broke up, so I decided I could do what I wanted, so I started talking to her again. We talked as if nothing had happend between us really and that we were just friends talking on the Internet. Of course that is pretend. And then just a few days ago, she asked me for pics of me and her. So we got in a LONG disccussion. So we decided again that we cared about each other still, but decided we couldn't be good friends. Tis very confusing. But I think there's a chance we will hang out and talk next year. Maybe....
4) I have been hanging out with my sis more because I don't really have much friends and she was always my best friend anyways. So we have become closer again and it makes me happy. But I've also been hanging out with her awesome friends. It turns out I have more fun with her friends than mine sometimes. Whoops. Ahaha. But she doesn't mind. So her freinds Dustin, Rigo (Dustin's boyfriend), Chris, and Amber are all close. It's werid how they accept me even though I'm younger. But that's cool, I've always liked older people anyway. More mature.
5) I'm done with my junior year! I'm actually excited to go back to school. Weird, eh? I want to make more friends and I think I can. Plus I want to hang out with Mariah and Dallin and Kat more. I didn't really get to becasue they are too busy with school. But now I'll be there. And I get first period off. Bad news is I have to take Trig again. *wan wan wan* But everything else should be fun. And I get to get out of the house. Trust me, I need that.
5) Ok, so if any of you didn't know before (which I don't think I ever mentioned) I am on medication for depression. I have been since like 7th (or was it 8th?) grade. Well, I'm now going to a new doctor. He thought it would be good (and me too) to switch me to a different medication. It seemed good since it wasn't supposed to make me as tired and it helped other medical problems I have. Great right? Wrong! It seems now that I'm really bitchy all the time and even more depressed. I have pissed off my family and am trying not to piss off my friends. Now I'm trying to get back onto the right dosage of medicine. I hope I just don't piss off anyone anymore (especially like I did to my dad last night). It's hard for people to understand that I'm not really a bitch, I just have a chemical imbalance...
6) Ok so I believe it was April that I tripped at Dallin's house and hurt my foot really bad. Me, being the stubborn and headstrong person I am decided to walk a mile right after I did that. Well, not only did I hurt my foot more, but it didn't get better within coming weeks. Still until this day it hasn't healed. We have gone to doctors, got x-rays, you name it, and they say nothing is wrong. I wonder if it will ever be normal again >.<
7) I have been missing my old friends lately. Even ones I have choosen to not assocaite with. It saddens me. I wonder if I should start to randomly start talking to them again. Yeah, that wouldn't work. Especially the ones I haven't talked to in years *sigh*
8) And how can we forget the passing of our dear friend Michael Jackson? I will post a seperate blog deciated to him later.
9) I have become less obsessed with Twilight (I actually don't know how), I have fallen in love with Star Trek (thanks for dragging me there Zackary Quinto! If you weren't in it, I probably never would have saw that movie), and I'm slowly becoming obsessed with Panic at the Disco again. But then again, when am I not? xD

Ok, so maybe I lied. That was long. In fact, if you have made it this far, I congratulate you! I owe you a cookie ^_^

I'm glad I'm back and look foward to talking to you guys again,
Jennifer Lovett

My favorite movies were Alice in Wonderland (Disney version) and Homeward Bound.
I watched Alice one day and then Homeward Bound the next.
Alice in Wonderland is still my favorite Disney movie,
but Sweeney Todd is my favorite movie.
Big difference, huh?
XD

I dunno.
Just felt like typing and updating my lj buds. =)
Ahaha.
So, this won't be as long as yesterday's.

I got a twitter.
Don't really understand the point of it.
Maybe it would be cool if I got some friends on there.
So if you have one, tell me!!!

Just worked on my homework today.
Had to look up recipes for Foods class
and I looked up recipes for diabetic people.
I'm thinking about cooking meals for my dad,
so he won't have to worry about eating.

And let's see...I really had a boring day actually o_0
But tomorrow is the big day.
I get to go to the play and see Dallin and
Dallin....

He left me an extremely weird voicemail last night.
He was like
"Something's happened. I should be angry, but I just.........I need to talk to you."
(btw all those dots in between is an EXTREMELY LONG pause)
I was like o_0
It was the way he said it...
He called on his sister's cell phone since he was grounded
and I found the message at like 12 AM this morning
(since that is what time I go to bed)
so I couldn't call him back.
Stupid school students who go to school.
And I'll probably have to wait until tomorrow to ask him
what the hell he is talking about.
It's driving me crazy!
Don't leave me cryptic messages, especially if I can't call you back!!!

Anyways, now that I let that out,
I feel a little better.
So I think I'm going on a walk with my dad soon.

Dance to your own beat,
Jennifer Lovett

p.s. The music I put that I was listening to, is the music video.
It has young Johnny Depp ^_^
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZUBzvMBLhsQcr

So let's see...

I just found out that my dad has diabetes.
He has been battling it for years.
And now he has it.
He asked the doctor to give him a month to lose weight, 
before the doctor put in on the records.
The doctor said ok, but no more than that because his kidneys might start failing.
This is so depressing to me and put me in shock.
I just, I don't know what to do.
I'll try to motivate him to lose the weight,
I guess that is all I can do.
I will start exercising with him and dieting. 
Anything to help my daddy =(

Just yesterday, I checked the Panic at the Disco Livejournal.
Note that I haven't checked it in awhile.
So I was greeted with this:

Brendon, what happened to your beautiful hair? 
Pic from before:

I started flipping out,
and my dad asked me if I was ok.
No I'm not, his hair!
Bah.

In other news,
I suck at Trig.
Like majorly.
I couldn't do any of the homework I was assigned.
I hate being a failure at school.
Cuz it seems that is all I can do, something I'm good at.
Now my dad has paid $30 on online tutoring
and another $30 for a personal tutor
plus talked to the RISE teacher about my problem.
And I don't like her, so it was an awkward situation. 
:/

My friend Dallin is STILL grounded.
It's killing me.
I have to talk on the phone with people.
It is just like breathing for me.
And since he is the only one that really talks to me,
I have no option!
ARGH!!!!

But, good news, I guess,
is that I'm going to this middle school play on Friday and Saturday.
My sister choreographed it. 
She does every year, if you remember from my past blogs on my old username.
But this was her last year, cuz the kids and the drama teacher
really pissed her off.
And I don't blame her.

So good news about going to play:
Dallin is going because his sister is in it.
His parents can't hold him back there, so HA!
Also, I might see my old friends like Mikey and John.
So that will be good.
My friend Kat is coming too.

Bad news about going to play:
If you remember from my last username,
all the blogs about this guy Cameron.
Yeah, check it out, if you want, cuz I don't feel like telling the story again:
sweeneygurl
Yeah, he might be there.
So that will be great if he is, cuz I will have to talk to him.
^btw: that is sarcasm
And also Kat and Dallin don't always get along.
It was Kat's fault though, so if anything goes down, I'm siding with Dallin. 

Ok, just to brighten up my blog a bit,
I'll tell you some good news.
I found an underground band that I really like.
They are called Planes, Trains, and Automobiles.
It is actually a funny story how I found them xP
But no matter,
I found a band!
I will know them if they become famous.
And I like their music so much,
I just might buy their album on the whim.
Yay!!!
So, there is the good news.

And that is probably the longest blog I have ever wrote.
So I'll try to put it under a link thing,
but I don't know how to do that.
I'll try XD

Put some headphones on and blast some music,
Jennifer Lovett
 

to "go to Hell"​ today​,​
And I'm thinking maybe​ I shoul​d test out that theor​y.​
And see if that is where​ I reall​y go.

For the past few days,​ my legs have been aslee​p.​
Like, I have no feeli​ng in them.​
When I walk or even lay down,​ it is like I have no legs.​
And my dad touch​ed my foot last night​ (I think​ by accid​ent)​
and he said my foot was ice cold.​
And the rest of my leg was too.
I don'​t even know what is up.
It's creep​ing me out thoug​h.​
I don't even feel like it is cold.
What could​ possi​bly be wrong​?​
:/

In other news, I started that RISE program.
Basically, this teacher assigns you 30 hours of work a week
and you return it to him the next week.
And he assigns you more stuff.
It is actually pretty easy, but it gets stressful if you miss a day.
But if you don't, it's just kind of like school.
Well, excluding the Trigonometry homework...

Dallin has been grounded.
That drives me crazy because I talk to him every day.
I haven't talked to him since last week.
And I haven't seen him in forever!
Ah!

I got to hang out with my friend Leanne on Thrusday.
She had a half day, so we went to Shakey's (a pizza place with video games).
I had fun, but I wasn't feeling all that great that day.
But I had more fun than if I didn't go.
Racing was fun and so was air hockey.
Especially without the air XD
Long story.

I becoming addicted to Myspace again.
Hm, maybe because people are actually talking to me on there again.
But also there is this vampire game on there.
So much fun and addicting.

Hm, if anyone wants to hear about my Disneyland stories
(they are really funny)
just tell me.
I'm a little too lazy to type it up if nobody wants to hear XP
And I'm going again next Monday.
Woot woot!

Until my leg defrosts,
Jennifer Lovett

When I Caught Myself by Paramore

Down to you,
You're pushing and pulling me down to you.
But I don't know what I,
Now when I caught myself, I had to stop myself.
From saying something that I should have never thought.
Now when I caught myself, I had to stop myself.
From saying something that I should have never thought of you, of you.

You're pushing and pulling me down to you,
But I don't know what I want,
No I don't know what I want.

You got it, you got it,
Some kind of magic.
Hypnotic, hypnotic,
You're leaving me breathless.
I hate this, I hate this,
You're not the one I believe in.
With God as my witness.

Now when I caught myself, I had to stop myself,
From saying something that I should have never thought.
Now when I caught myself, I had to stop myself,
From saying something that I should have never thought of you, of you.

You're pushing and pulling me down to you.
But I don't know what I want.
No I don't know what I want.

Don't know what I want.
But I know it's not you.
Keep pushing and pulling me down,
When I know in my heart it's not you.

Now when I caught myself, I had to stop myself,
From saying something that I should have never thought.
Now when I caught myself, I had to stop myself,
From saying something that I should have never thought of you.
I knew, I know in my heart it's not you.
I know but now I know what I want, I want, I want,
Oh no, I should have never thought.

Since January 18th?
Hm, so what has happened since then?
Well I know that I finished the Twilight Saga and Midnight Sun!!!
Even though I'm happy, I'm kinda mad too.
I want more.
You hear me Stephanie? More!!!
Anyways...
I have stopped going to school.
The people at my school
(and well the ex friend named Jessica too, who we shall not mention)
finally pushed me too hard,
that well, I mentioned that maybe I didn't want to live my life anymore
to my mom.
And well she (and my dad) are like no more school for you!!!
Well, I have considered ending my life before,
but I'm no dumbass,
I deal with it myself.
Whether it is through music or finding a reason to live.
But I do have to say I was closer this time to any other....
Anyways, happier subjects are better right?
So no school for me.
But I'm going on independent study (RISE), eventually.
I still haven't been accepted into the program and it has been a LONG time.
So no schoolwork for me either.
But I'm starting to get a little bored these days....
Um, what else?
Oh yeah, going to therapy now,
since I'm "suicidal"
Yuck, I should have known to keep my mouth shut.
Oh and I have gone back to visting my old teacher Mrs. Roberts.
But that is a story in its own, to be mentioned later.
Along with an awesome Saturday that I had.
And well, I have lots of other stories to tell too.
In fact, I'll make a list here about stuff I gotta write about in blogs
1. The Awesome Saturday
2. Dallin watches Breakfast Club
3. Disneyland Friday
4. Other stories about Dallin
Yeah, me and Dallin are getting closer.
Since he is my only friend right now.
*sighs*
Oh and the poor thing misses me at school
The only reason I want to go back to school is so I could make him happier.
Oh yeah, and if I never mentioned this before, I think he likes me.
I think I did mention that though.
Anyways, I'm tired of writing stuff.
So I'll write about the other four things later.

Peace Out,
Jennifer Lovett

Hey guys!
Haven't updated in awhile, so yeah.
So just like I said, I didn't survive school,
I caught the flu on Thursday and missed Friday too.
Lolz.
I better now though.
But Monday, Tuesday, and Wednesday were contributed to trying to fix things
with my old friend Jessica.
Didn't work out well.
Oh well.
*sigh*
I'll be ok.
However, on Monday (or was it Tuesday?) my friend Dallin gave me
a bracelet and a necklace.
Really beautiful too. (In fact so pretty, I might even post pics)
HIs mom in Hawaii made it for me.
Can everyone say "Aw"
Hehe.
He didn't get me that poster though.
Oh wells, I told him not to. (Even though I wanted it, lolz)
And let's see...
yesterday I went to my Grandma's funeral.
That was pretty sad.
My great uncle Jimmy start bawling.
I felt so bad for him.
But the good thing about the funeral,
was I met this little girl Taylor.
She was someone's daughter (my mom's side of the family is SO confusing)
and Taylor was soooooooo cute.
And she called me beautiful.
So she made my day =)
And today I got to visit with my brother Dave who came down from Vegas
to attend the funeral.
So at least I got to see him.

So life is ok,
Jennifer Lovett

Tomorrow I have to go back to school
*runs for my life*
I loved my schedule of a typical day on winter break.
Like so:
Go to bed at around 12.
Wake up at 11.
Get ready at 5.
Eat dinner out (yes, at least 5 times I ate dinner out) at 6.
Go back to bed at around 12.
Yeah, that was the life.
Now I got to go to bed at 9
and wake up at 5:45!
=0
I think it's time to:


Well, I hope I survive so I can write in my LJ again,
Jennifer Lovett

I feel like making people laugh...so here are some comics ^_^





And if you are a person who lives under a rock
and have never seen these comics before,
they are called Cyanide & Happiness.
It's a daily webcomic and most of the time they are hilarious.
Check out the website at www.explosm.net

I sound like I'm trying to promote them...lolz :P

Have a good rest of the day,
Jennifer Lovett

I feel amazingly great and awesome!
I feel today is gonna be a great day!
Whee!
Splee!
Horray!
Ahaha XP
I think I feel so good because a medical problem that I had
has basically been solved!
And my grandma is still ok.
(since I thought she might have passed away yesterday)
And yesterday I called Jessica (to solve things out with her)
I didn't get her, but I left a voicemail.
Wouldn't it be great if she called today
and wanted to be friends again?
That would be awesome ^_^
Did I also mention that my friend Dallin wants to get me a Johnny Depp poster?
Yeah, and he is gonna get it from Hawaii.
Then I could point to the poster in my room and say:
"Yeah that's from Hawaii"
And then people will be all like:
"You went to Hawaii?"
And then I'll be like
"No, my awesome friend Dallin got it for me"
Ahaha.
I am in such a good mood, it is almost scary.
I want to like throw money at people and say
"Be happy"
Ahaha.
Unfortunately I don't really have the kind of money to do that XD

I hope everyone has an awesome and spectacular day!

Till next time,
Jennifer Lovett

p.s. I might do some surveys on here or something today, since I'm in such a great mood

*edit*
Omg!!! I need to get some Orange Mocha Frappachinos!!!

Well since December 29th, my grandma has been in the hospital.
My mom's birthday, btw, which wasn't all great of a b-day for her, since it's her mom.
Anyways, life around my house has been stressful.
And as of yesterday, the doctors said that my g-ma has about 1 day to 1 week to live.
Well when my dad told me that on the phone, the number 4 flashed in my head.
I know it sounds weird, but I sometimes can like predict the future in a way.
I have a feeling she is passing away on January 4th.
I dunno, just a feeling.
It isn't all the bad for me though.
I was never close to my grandma.
Ever.
She wasn't ever really nice to me or anybody for that matter.
So I can't really get myself to feel all that bad.
Which my mom says I'm not compassionate, coldhearted, and the sorts.
I feel like a evil person or something.
Not feeling any slight compassion or anything.
*sigh*
Well that is what is going on.
But I'm alright, just dealing with my mom isn't.
It's all good though, I gots Eclipse to read.
^_^

So I gots a new blog.
Simply because I wanted to change my username.
My old one is sweeneygurl
I wanted to wish everyone a happy new year!
I really want to make this year better.
I'm hoping to patch things up with my friend Jessica
(we had a fight awhile back)
and to be less shy
and to have a more positive attitude.
Here is for everyone to have a good 2009!!!